Does Heaven ever mourn for me? When I beg for a God that I barely believe in Never a vacancy that makes it worth the sacrifice I fucking die every day of my life
It's never enough to just slit my throat My body a prison that won't ever let me go My lungs deteriorate while I'm gasping for air How long until I suffocate?
How long until the bleeding turns to withering? I've seen how it ends but there's no way to leave Cursed to life that feels like a disease I don't want to be here anymore
I don't want to be here anymore
Can I just be erased Left inside the shadows to waste
If everything we love gets taken from us Was I never loved by anyone?
It was never enough
Does Heaven ever mourn for me? Does Heaven ever mourn when everybody leaves?
