I'm starting to think that maybe I'm wrong
 
 It's easy to forget what you're fighting for and what matters more
 
 But maybe I'm not, what if only time can tell?
 
 Well, until then we'll try this again
 
  
  I feel colder without you
 
 But I've learned to embrace the chill about you
 
 I can't tell if I lost or found you
 
 Am I making sense or do I confound you?
  
 
 Oh what to do? Nothing is new
 
 Now I must deal with my true form of reality
 
 They like to tax me drastically
 
 Still learning to heal fantastically
  
 
 Hearing you talk makes me want to shut my mouth
 
 I wonder who taught you to whisper with a voice so loud
 
 Oh wow! You've got opinions to share?
 
 So just keep yelling through the door sending your four-letter prayers
 
 Get lucky once if I care
 
 Use all your luck if I'm really even there
 
 I'm so exhausted with noise
 
 You give me options but don't give me a choice
  
 
 Let's get rich quick, my invitation to the cynics
 
 Well, I can't do that, I'm saving up for the day that I get sick
 
 So run away with your teenage schemes
 
 What you've got in smarts, I've got ten times in dreams