Well what would you do i feel sick
 
 I'm through i am the kingpin of my own misery
 
 And i can't help it can i?
 
 I grew up all unknowing lacking family friends
 
 And now i'm married and withdrawn from the life i've never lived
 
 Untill i came to think of it
 
 I studied fourty-nine years
 
 I know the outside well
 
 But what's coming to me now is change as a gift and i don't
 
 Know what to do with it
 
 I won't deny i'm old
 
 I'm pretty healthy grown
 
 I earn money and spend it on my family, my sin is i
 
 Build my whole life around it
 
  
  I am close to a breakdown
 
 I got money, love, respect
 
 And comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah
  
 
 I got my birthday present again
 
 And i'm glad it's not another one of those glossy pants
 
 I was always so fond of it
 
 I got some records too some old clapton shit
 
 And i'm afraid that people are living their life just for me
 
 And i just, and i just didn't know
 
 Although i planned it long before
 
 I'll have comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah
  
 
 I am close to a breakdown
 
 I got money, love, respect
 
 And comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah