Tell myself on the ride home
 
 Getting tired, hating all I've known
 
 Holding on like it's all I have
 
 Count me out when it's clear that I
 
 Find it hard to say
 
 And you find it hard to care
 
  
  I wanted to see something that's different
 
 Something you said would change in me
 
 Wanted to be anything different
 
 Everything you would change in me
  
 
 Got this way, up front but never true
 
 God, I'm wrong, it's just the way I am
 
 Crashing down any chance you'll hear
 
 Caving in any chance that you
 
 Could see inside of me
 
 And I, I'll know what to say
 
 It's fine, this isn't Hollywood
 
 So fine, getting in your way
  
 
 I wanted to see something that's different
 
 Something you said would change in me
 
 Wanted to be anything different
 
 Everything you would change in me
  
 
 I'm taking a chance
 
 This could be different
 
 This could be all I'm waiting for
 
 Taking a chance
 
 This could be different
 
 This could be all I'm waiting for
  
 
 I wanted to see something that's different
 
 Something you said would change in me
 
 Wanted to be anything different
 
 Everything you would change in me
  
 
 Something that's different
 
 Something that's different