Separate from everything that I hold dear I’m walking into everything that I fear There’s only so much that I can bare You know what they say, life is always unfair I feel the woe as it grows, being torn from within Anger truly exposed Forget all I’ve ever been taught I’m not wasting time, it’s just a feeling I’ve got I’m not wasting my time I’m not wasting my life You’re supposed to guide me but you’re leaving me behind I have put everything into this just to have you turn your back and leave me blinded like the rest You forced me to believe that life is preconceived I will not abide by this normality Break free from expectation Maybe then you’ll find a life worth saving Your doubt piles onto me I won’t live your american dream My head being torn in different directions Your grip limits me through suffocation I wake addicted to affliction The frustration always wins I feel it constantly I feel it in my skull Hiding underneath I feel it in my chest Always choking my breath Always there to intervene Nothing I’ve ever felt really compares to abjection I will release myself from your fucking suffocation
