so wait
 
 is this my delusion
 
 im being left by my only friend
 
 come clean and just tell me the answer
 
 do you know what you have done
 
 fuck you and your life
 
 im wondering just what to do
 
 ive got nothing here now
 
 so leave it
 
 with someone who might really care to hear this
 
 your worthless case
 
  
  so fake
 
 your comments false and lucid
 
 cautious of words that rarely leave your mouth
 
 rethink the choices you made in emotion
 
 what you do
 
 just might destroy
 
 the lives of those you call friends
 
 did you lose sight in my absense
 
 in your persuit you left us all behind
 
 the face you always look to for answers
 
 becomes an anthem a fit a rage
  
 
 when you lost your mind
 
 i lost the will
 
 i cant change anything for anyone but me
 
 sometimes i think i cant go on
 
 well these wounds are mine
 
 dont try to say that this was just about you
 
 ignore the impulse to break down the process enough
 
 to just sit back and watch me drown
  
 
 its true we all want to be alone
 
 youve got no right to walk away
 
 seems you who never had
 
 a choice is now the one with no remorse
 
 sad to see such irony is lost on you
 
 because those who forget where they came from
 
 soon fall back to where they used to be
 
 i'll keep my eyes open to watch you hit the ground
 
 you deserve your wretched past