I think I think I've gone too far Maybe I'm too far I know I've gone too far The well has become a black hole And I'm at the bottom of it
My scars have been itching And maybe I've been picking at them And maybe they're bleeding Just maybe I think they're bleeding again
I've been enjoying hot baths Oh I used to hate them But now they heat my whole body My body feels scalding and almost peeling It's like bathing in a volcano I've been taking so many baths lately
Maybe it's all come back Maybe they never left After all they've always been here At the bottom of the black hole I'm so lonely I feel so lonely Alone bleeding
But oh Oh Oh no I heard it again I heard: Oh you're finally getting better Oh shit I'm dying Like I've never been before Deeper than I've ever been And now it's invisible to others Oh shit I'm going to die In silence And no one will know I'm gone Because I'm alone At the bottom of this black hole And no one can see me from here Oh crap How did I get this far?