I lost my hair - first round of chemo As I blew out my candles I thought about the next year as I always do Very easy having cancer Cause you do not know you have it at that time Very easy having cancer Until it starts catching up with you I do not think of myself as a cancer patient everyday No thoughts of dying But just enough to bring me down again I want to talk about the cancer inside my head The mental disease that I feel Maybe one day I will have a child and die If my cancer comes back Maybe after, when it is older... No attendance in it's life If my cancer comes back No one ever wants to hear it That any day a bomb will drop again I'm in war with my own body This is my personal Vietnam I lost my hair - first round of chemo As I blew out my candles I thought about the next year as I always do Very easy having cancer Cause you do not know you have it at that time Very easy having cancer Until it starts catching up with you I do not think of myself as a cancer patient everyday No thoughts of dying But just enough to bring me down again Pain inside my head
