You held me
 
 You held me so hard I went bluish
 
 I resolve to set boundaries
 
 I went bluish, I went bluish
 
  
  Smothered me with fake blood and ginger
 
 Around your throat
 
 Always charming and balanced
 
 That's why it hurt the most
 
 I got so claustrophobic
 
 But you were never close enough, hey
  
 
 It's not easy when you call me in the dead of the night
 
 When I say I need some space I shouldn't have to ask you twice
 
 It's not easy when you call me in the dead of the night
 
 When I say I need some space I shouldn't have to ask you twice
  
 
 Shouldn't have to
 
 Shouldn't have to ask you twice
 
 Shouldn't have to
 
 Hey
 
 I went bluish, I went bluish
  
 
 You twist violets in my eyes
 
 Always in my house just smoking
 
 Drinking tea, collecting spines
 
 Never had the chance to miss you
 
 I never had the chance to miss ya
  
 
 Heart in my mouth
 
 Please let me out
 
 Please let me out of you
 
 Heart in my mouth
 
 Please let me out
 
 Please let me out of you
  
 
 It's not easy when you call me in the dead of the night
 
 When I say I need some space I shouldn't have to ask you twice
 
 It's not easy when you call me with your voice pink and white
 
 When I say I need some space I shouldn't have to ask you twice
  
 
 Shouldn't have to
 
 Shouldn't have to ask you twice
 
 I shouldn't have to
 
 Shouldn't have to ask you twice
 
 I shouldn't have to
 
 Shouldn't have to ask you twice
 
 I shouldn't have to
 
 Shouldn't have to ask you twice
 
 I shouldn't have to
 
 Shouldn't have to ask you twice
 
 I shouldn't have to