I could sit here all day
Recite the words you used to say
I wrote them down on my wrist
Hating me would be better than this
You would ignore my calls
Ignore what I wrote on your wall
You probably tore up my list
You probably forgot that I exist
Tell me the truth what would you do
If I told you I'm coming to find you
He loves me he loves me not
He left me here I'm starting to rot
The way he talks gives me butterflies
Even if it's only pointless lies
But I don't give a damn
I only want to hold
Hold his hand
I want nothing more
Than to hear you knocking at my door
You moved away when I moved closer
You hated me you called me a monster
But I won't apologize
I miss the scared look in your eyes
When I said I'll always follow
Where you are is where I will go
Tell me the truth what would you do
If I told you I'm coming to find you
He loves me he loves me not
He left me here I'm starting to rot
The way he talks gives me butterflies
Even if it's only pointless lies
He loves me he loves me not
I pick the petals and I watch them drop
He's with me inside my head
And when I'm done the flowers dead
But I don't give a damn
I only want to hold
Hold his hand
Tell me the truth what would you do
If I told you I'm coming to find you
You'll run away and catch up slowly
You're my religion I swear you are holy
He loves me he loves me not
He left me here I'm starting to rot
The way he talks give me butterflies
Even if he's only bullshit lies
He loves me he loves me not
I pick the petals and I watch them drop
He's with me inside my head
And when I'm done the flowers dead
But I don't give a damn
Only want to hold his hand
I don't give a damn
I only want to hold
Hold his hand
