Scarlet lipstick in the backseat
Of a New York city taxi
It was raining
It was that night when you asked me
When's the last time we were happy?
You were swaying
So I sighed, rolled my eyes
Almost made it to the end of the night, mmm
Then I had to say exactly
The wrong thing at the wrong time
Silence filled the air with violence
You could cut it with a knife
Now I'm lost at sea, at what cost I'm free
On an odyssey of apologies
My dependencies got the best of me
Now the rest of me struggles endlessly
But you'll always be the one I used to love
The one I used to love
Tears were flowing instead of champagne
In the first class of an airplane
What an upgrade
When I landed's when the text came
You were asking me to explain what I can't say
Filled the void, got destroyed
But the hole in my heart still remained, yeah
Then I had to say exactly the wrong thing
Once again
Silence filled the air with violence
You could cut it with a knife
Now I'm lost at sea, at what cost I'm free
On an odyssey of apologies
My dependencies got the best of me
Now the rest of me struggles endlessly
But you'll always be the one I used to love
Forgot who I am so I swam in the ocean
I fuck up the plan just to feel some emotion
Drink all that I can like I want to be broken
I don't give a damn when I'm lost in the moment
Forgot who I am so I swam in the ocean
(Nobody listens to me)
I fuck up the plan just to feel some emotion
(Not me, especially)
Drink all that I can like I wanna be broken
(So I drink all that I can, always one hell of a plan)
I don't give a damn when I'm lost in the moment
(Feel like a shell of a man, so in the ocean I swam)
Now I'm lost at sea, at what cost I'm free
On an odyssey of apologies
My dependencies got the best of me
Now the rest of me struggles endlessly
But you'll always be the one I used to love
The one I used to love
