It is hard to describe how I feel inside It's even worse to see nobody by my side It is four in the morning I just shot the tv I'm going to bed leaving my dreams on MTV I got no reason to wake up, tomorrow I could sleep All day or start something, somehow coz sunrise and sunset will come forever My illness leaves me weak-kneed and fevered It is not only a headache, I also feel afraid I worry all the time when the panic attacks I'm scared I feel like my soul is empty, my life's deprived of sense I always want to scream out as loudly as I can It is hard to describe how I feel inside It's even worse to see nobody by my side It is four in the morning I just shot the tv I'm going to bed leaving my dreams of mtv I'm afraid of the future and I regret the past And when I see those old pictures it's all gone by so fast Only a quarter of my life up but all hope is dead I'll be confined to an office; it's not what I had planned In this abyss of what's to come I don't know where I stand Someone should stretch out a rope now, stretch out a rope! I put myself in a big mess, I'm not sure I understand what people talk about What they talk about! It is hard to describe how I feel inside It's even worse to see nobody by my side It is four in the morning I just shot the tv I'm going to bed leaving my dreams of MTV Money, fame and fashion what is it all worth? If when you go out, you're not happy with your birth It's now five in the morning, I think this song's over I wonder if I'll wake up tomorrow may not be better
