Spending too much time out in California
And for all this time I'll be waiting for you
Will you call me a cab so I can finally get back?
Never felt that, I've never felt that
Always the same from the inside
Wanted to change, it took a big fight
Call it a bluff, you'll see it real time
Wish I could see it's been a rough ride
I swear I tried
I swear I tried
Got a fragile heart, always thought you knew that
And you said from the start: Guess that's how we do that
Know you're stuck in the past, you're tired of living so fast
It's not the plan
You wouldn't understand
Always the same from the inside
Wanted to change, it took a big fight
Call it a bluff, you'll see it real time
Wish I could see it's been a rough ride
I swear I tried
I swear I tried
Keepin' it quiet till I hit back
And I know they won't listen till I start to crack
And I pick up the pieces of what they left
And I know
Keepin' it quiet till I hit back
And I know they won't listen till I start to crack
And I pick up the pieces of what they left
And I know
They'll never know
They'll never know
They'll never know
They'll never know
