I feel most alive
When I'm listening
To every record that hits harder than the pain
Try not to write
Try to use my brain
But every time I try my heart gets in the way
Never been alright
Never been okay
Never cared if I was cool, fit in, or anything
I have an absent mind
Never listening
I'm a kind of misfit kid floating in this daze
Ride the wild haze
Get really high
Stay up for days
I come back down and somehow things are all the same
Let's get fucking wild
Holy and strange
Let's make the loudest sounds until we feel something
Ride the wild haze
Get high enough to feel alive
