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I try so hard to see what's ahead
But there's nothing there.
To be young today,
What do we have to look forward to?
Staring into an unknown future that brings
Nothing but fear and hate.
You shouldn't have blindfolded us
And killed your urge to create.

But with fuel and fire,
Mans desire was to kill his own.
So I find myself staring straight into the sun.
Wondering where it all came from, how it all begun.
I can hear it's hungry fire calling us back home.
So I find myself staring straight into the sun.

I will know myself when my head is in the noose.
I will feel myself when there's nothing left to lose.
Can I kill myself with this feeling in my heart?
Did the love we give each other tear us apart?

"Black" said the raven
And gazed upon the world getting smaller below.
What made us watch the skies
And see a future home?

I think we're fooling ourselves,
The definition of nowhere is up here.
Our eyes are open but we're just not there,
As our minds drift away.

So I find myself staring straight into the sun.
Wondering where it all came from, how it all begun.
I can hear it's hungry fire calling us back home.
So I find myself staring straight into the sun.

Now if this sounds like I'm complaining,
Then surely by all means I am.
Although there's nothing really wrong with me,
I'm breathing and I wake up almost every day.

But they kept pushing me around
And I wasn't man enough
To turn a deaf ear to the fear.
I can take just a little bit more
And I keep wearing the mask I once wore.
No one will ever know about the goblins.
While I wore my mask of death
You used to look so wonderful.
But I can see the wear and the tear in you.

Nothing seems to change the way I feel.
I was one of those happy fools
And now I almost can't stand to be around them.
Nothing seems to change the way I feel.
I have this sense of closure,
It's like I've seen all that this place has to offer.
Nothing seems to change the way I feel.
Come night, come day, nothing can take the pain away.
Nothing seems to change the way I feel.
I put my trust in you, I can't wait to meet you,
I can't wait for you to change the way I feel,
'Cause I know you will.

So I find myself staring straight into the sun. X4

I live in the cloud just like you.
We're strings of electricity that taste of iron dust.
Can I still recall your taste?
I used to know, but that's a long long long long time ago.