I'm trying to get my head straight 
 I'm playing in game that I can't win 
 I started in the wrong place 
 A slap to the cold face of love 
 I wanna stop this God damn beating heart 
 It's killing me 
    This is killing me   
 I'm trying to get my head straight 
 I didn't see the warning signs ahead 
 I feeling like a dead weight long gone 
 If I could make it all right I would 
 I never thought I'd say these things to you 
 And it's killing me   
 This is killing me   
 I can't stop this train 
 I can't get off 
 But I can't go back 
 I've come too far to stop 
 There's too many signs to read them all 
 There's too many roads I need to stumble down   
 I've gotta get my head straight 
 I never thought a day like this would come 
 I'll never be the same way as once 
 I wanna know if this is for real 
 I've gotta know what fate has planned for me 
 I give in 
 I give in 
 I give in 
 I give in   
 Believe me when I say 
 There's something I wish I could say 
 You were always so good to me 
 Even when it's so hard to be 
 I sailed myself too far out to sea 
 On favoured whims that wont sing for me 
 There'll be no rescue no finding me 
 As I become an old memory 
 You once knew 
 You once knew   
 It's silent as I sink into the sea 
 Weightless as the tide carries me 
 To darker water where I believe 
 Something's down here waiting for me 
 The numbing cold is taking from me 
 Everything I'm so far beneath 
 My eyes they open one last time to see 
 You are staring right back me