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Blue October - Hate Me
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Blue October - I Hope You're Happy
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Blue October - Calling You
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Blue October - Oh My My
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Blue October - Say it
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Blue October - A Quiet Mind
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Blue October - Home
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Blue October - All That We Are
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Blue October - Fear
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Blue October - My Never
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Blue October - Should Be Loved
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Blue October - Slow Down
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Blue October - The Chills
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Blue October - The Worry List
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Blue October - 3 Weeks, She Sleeps
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Blue October - Black Orchid
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Blue October - Coal Makes Diamonds
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Blue October - Colorado 5591
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Blue October - Congratulations
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Blue October - I Want To Come Back Home
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Blue October - Into The Ocean
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Blue October - Jump Rope
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Blue October - King
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Blue October - Light You Up
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Blue October - Spinning The Truth Around
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Blue October - The Girl Who Stole My Heart
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Blue October - What If We Could
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Blue October - 1222 Bay Oak Street
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Blue October - 18th Floor Balcony
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Blue October - 2am Lovesick
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Blue October - A Better Man
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Blue October - All I See Is You
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Blue October - All We Need Is Now
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Blue October - Amazing
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Blue October - Amnesia
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Blue October - Angel
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Blue October - Angels In Everything
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Blue October - Answer
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Blue October - Any Man In America
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Blue October - Artha
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Blue October - Balance Beam
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Blue October - Balance Beam
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Blue October - Been Down
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Blue October - Believe
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Blue October - Bleed Out
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Blue October - Blue Does
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Blue October - Blue Skies
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Blue October - Blue Sunshine
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Blue October - Break Ground
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Blue October - Breakfast After 10
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Blue October - Breathe, It's Over
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Blue October - Casino
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Blue October - Chameleon Boy
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Blue October - Clumsy Card House
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Blue October - Colors Collide
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Blue October - Come In Closer
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Blue October - Completely
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Blue October - Conversation Via Radio (Do You Ever Wonder)
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Blue October - Darkest Side Of Houston's Finest Day
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Blue October - Daylight
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Blue October - Debris
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Blue October - Dirt Room
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Blue October - Do You Ever Wonder
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Blue October - Down Here Waiting
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Blue October - Drama Everything
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Blue October - Drilled a Wire Through My Cheek
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Blue October - Driver
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Blue October - Drop
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Blue October - Everlasting Friend
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Blue October - Fight For Love
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Blue October - For My Brother
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Blue October - For The Love
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Blue October - Gone Wrong
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Blue October - Goodbye To The Old Days
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Blue October - Graceful Dancing
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Blue October - H.r.s.a.
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Blue October - Hard Candy
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Blue October - Heart Go Bang
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Blue October - Hidden Track
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Blue October - Holler
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Blue October - Houston Heights
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Blue October - How To Dance In Time
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Blue October - HRSA
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Blue October - I Laugh At Myself
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Blue October - I Remember It Too
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Blue October - I Want It
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Blue October - I Will Follow You
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Blue October - I'll do Me, You do You
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Blue October - Incoming
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Blue October - Independently Happy
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Blue October - Inner Glow
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Blue October - It's just me
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Blue October - Italian Radio
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Blue October - James
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Blue October - Kangaroo Cry
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Blue October - Last Look Moving Forward
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Blue October - Leave It In The Dressing Room (Shake It Up)
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Blue October - Leave Room For a Miracle
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Blue October - Leaving This Place
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Blue October - Let Forever Mean Forever
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Blue October - Let It Go
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Blue October - Let The Sandman Descend
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Blue October - Libby I'm Listening
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Blue October - Lust Is a Very Dangerous Thing
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Blue October - Magic Isn’t Real
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Blue October - Mistakes
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Blue October - Mountain
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Blue October - Moving On (So Long)
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Blue October - Mr. Blue's Menu
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Blue October - Not Broken Anymore
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Blue October - Now Is The Day
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Blue October - Over
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Blue October - Overweight
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Blue October - Picking Up Pieces
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Blue October - Put It In
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Blue October - Quiet Mind
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Blue October - Razorblade
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Blue October - Retarded Disfigured Clown
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Blue October - Safe
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Blue October - Schizophrenia
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Blue October - Sexual Powership (One Big Lie) Bla Bla
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Blue October - Sexual Powertrip (One Big Lie) Bla Bla
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Blue October - She's My Ride Home
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Blue October - Sideways
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Blue October - Silent Partner
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Blue October - Sobriety
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Blue October - Somebody
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Blue October - Sorry Hearts
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Blue October - Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down
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Blue October - Stranded
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Blue October - Sway
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Blue October - Sweet And Somber Pigeon Wings
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Blue October - The 21st.
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Blue October - The End
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Blue October - The Feel Again
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Blue October - The Flight: Lincoln To Minneapolis
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Blue October - The Follow Through
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Blue October - The Getting Over It Part
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Blue October - The Honesty
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Blue October - The Lucky One
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Blue October - The Money Tree
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Blue October - The Scar
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Blue October - The Shape Of Your Heart
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Blue October - The Still
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Blue October - The Way I Used To Love You
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Blue October - The Weatherman
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Blue October - Things We Do at Night
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Blue October - Things We Don't Know About
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Blue October - This Is What I Live For
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Blue October - Time Changes Everything
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Blue October - Tomorrow
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Blue October - True To Me
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Blue October - Ugly Side
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Blue October - Understand
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Blue October - Voice Of a Friend
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Blue October - We Know Where You Go
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Blue October - Weakness
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Blue October - Weight of the World
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Blue October - When You Leave
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Blue October - Where Did You Go I’m Less Of a Mess These Days
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Blue October - Where I Stand
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Blue October - While Easy Sleeps Away
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Blue October - X-Amount Of Words
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Blue October - You Make Me Smile
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Blue October - You Waited Too Long
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Blue October - Your Love Is Like a Car Crash
Hate Me
Blue October
So I don't lose my head
They're crawling like a cockroach
Leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape
To remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head
That make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride
A nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things
I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
Is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you
For holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself
You were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
On things like suicide or hate
You made me compliment myself
When it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away
That I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart
To leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things
I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street
For every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying
And I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling
Make it go away!
Just make a smile come back
And shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered
How can you do this to me?
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things
I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see
What's good for you, for you, for you, for you