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Blue October - Hate Me
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Blue October - I Hope You're Happy
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Blue October - Fear
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Blue October - Oh My My
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Blue October - A Quiet Mind
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Blue October - Calling You
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Blue October - I'll do Me, You do You
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Blue October - You Make Me Smile
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Blue October - Heart Go Bang
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Blue October - Home
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Blue October - Say it
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Blue October - You Waited Too Long
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Blue October - All I See Is You
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Blue October - All That We Are
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Blue October - Angels In Everything
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Blue October - Balance Beam
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Blue October - Colors Collide
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Blue October - I Want To Come Back Home
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Blue October - It's just me
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Blue October - The Girl Who Stole My Heart
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Blue October - Ugly Side
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Blue October - Weakness
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Blue October - What If We Could
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Blue October - A Better Man
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Blue October - All We Need Is Now
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Blue October - Amazing
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Blue October - Answer
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Blue October - Artha
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Blue October - Balance Beam
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Blue October - Dirt Room
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Blue October - Do You Ever Wonder
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Blue October - Fight For Love
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Blue October - For The Love
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Blue October - Gone Wrong
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Blue October - Graceful Dancing
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Blue October - Houston Heights
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Blue October - I Want It
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Blue October - I Will Follow You
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Blue October - Kangaroo Cry
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Blue October - King
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Blue October - Leave It In The Dressing Room (Shake It Up)
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Blue October - Light You Up
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Blue October - Lust Is a Very Dangerous Thing
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Blue October - Not Broken Anymore
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Blue October - Now Is The Day
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Blue October - Overweight
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Blue October - Quiet Mind
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Blue October - She's My Ride Home
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Blue October - Somebody
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Blue October - Spinning The Truth Around
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Blue October - Stranded
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Blue October - Sway
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Blue October - The Lucky One
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Blue October - The Way I Used To Love You
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Blue October - Things We Do at Night
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Blue October - 1222 Bay Oak Street
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Blue October - 18th Floor Balcony
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Blue October - 2am Lovesick
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Blue October - 3 Weeks, She Sleeps
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Blue October - Amnesia
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Blue October - Angel
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Blue October - Any Man In America
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Blue October - Been Down
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Blue October - Believe
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Blue October - Black Orchid
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Blue October - Bleed Out
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Blue October - Blue Does
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Blue October - Blue Skies
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Blue October - Blue Sunshine
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Blue October - Break Ground
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Blue October - Breakfast After 10
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Blue October - Breathe, It's Over
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Blue October - Casino
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Blue October - Chameleon Boy
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Blue October - Clumsy Card House
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Blue October - Coal Makes Diamonds
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Blue October - Colorado 5591
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Blue October - Come In Closer
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Blue October - Completely
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Blue October - Congratulations
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Blue October - Conversation Via Radio (Do You Ever Wonder)
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Blue October - Darkest Side Of Houston's Finest Day
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Blue October - Daylight
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Blue October - Debris
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Blue October - Down Here Waiting
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Blue October - Drama Everything
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Blue October - Drilled a Wire Through My Cheek
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Blue October - Driver
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Blue October - Drop
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Blue October - Everlasting Friend
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Blue October - For My Brother
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Blue October - Goodbye To The Old Days
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Blue October - H.r.s.a.
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Blue October - Hard Candy
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Blue October - Hidden Track
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Blue October - Holler
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Blue October - How To Dance In Time
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Blue October - HRSA
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Blue October - I Laugh At Myself
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Blue October - I Remember It Too
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Blue October - Incoming
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Blue October - Independently Happy
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Blue October - Inner Glow
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Blue October - Into The Ocean
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Blue October - Italian Radio
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Blue October - James
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Blue October - Jump Rope
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Blue October - Last Look Moving Forward
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Blue October - Leave Room For a Miracle
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Blue October - Leaving This Place
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Blue October - Let Forever Mean Forever
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Blue October - Let It Go
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Blue October - Let The Sandman Descend
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Blue October - Libby I'm Listening
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Blue October - Magic Isn’t Real
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Blue October - Mistakes
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Blue October - Mountain
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Blue October - Moving On (So Long)
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Blue October - Mr. Blue's Menu
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Blue October - My Never
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Blue October - Over
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Blue October - Picking Up Pieces
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Blue October - Put It In
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Blue October - Razorblade
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Blue October - Retarded Disfigured Clown
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Blue October - Safe
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Blue October - Schizophrenia
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Blue October - Sexual Powership (One Big Lie) Bla Bla
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Blue October - Sexual Powertrip (One Big Lie) Bla Bla
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Blue October - Should Be Loved
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Blue October - Sideways
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Blue October - Silent Partner
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Blue October - Slow Down
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Blue October - Sobriety
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Blue October - Sorry Hearts
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Blue October - Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down
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Blue October - Sweet And Somber Pigeon Wings
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Blue October - The 21st.
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Blue October - The Chills
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Blue October - The End
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Blue October - The Feel Again
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Blue October - The Flight: Lincoln To Minneapolis
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Blue October - The Follow Through
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Blue October - The Getting Over It Part
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Blue October - The Honesty
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Blue October - The Money Tree
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Blue October - The Scar
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Blue October - The Shape Of Your Heart
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Blue October - The Still
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Blue October - The Weatherman
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Blue October - The Worry List
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Blue October - Things We Don't Know About
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Blue October - This Is What I Live For
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Blue October - Time Changes Everything
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Blue October - Tomorrow
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Blue October - True To Me
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Blue October - Understand
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Blue October - Voice Of a Friend
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Blue October - We Know Where You Go
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Blue October - Weight of the World
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Blue October - When You Leave
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Blue October - Where Did You Go I’m Less Of a Mess These Days
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Blue October - Where I Stand
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Blue October - While Easy Sleeps Away
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Blue October - X-Amount Of Words
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Blue October - Your Love Is Like a Car Crash
I Laugh At Myself
Blue October
And the world for thinking that things could actually change
Just like the old me you knew once before
Who almost destroyed and lost everything to this same damn thing
I'm once again in my head, I'm way over my head
And I can't seem to find a place to put all this pain
My hope is a fraud and I can't talk to God
I believed in the good of the world and now I'm just ashamed
I want to drink 'cause I'm mad and I'm angry
But I swore I promised my wife that I wouldn't drink again
There were so many chances I had that I wasted
As time went on by that were never to be seen again
And I never felt bad or guilty about moving on with my life
But I could never move on from you in the end
So I fight for love, come on break my heart