Unwanted from the womb
Engulfed in hate
Trapped inside this hellish nightmare
Pleading for a lifetime of agony
Lies are told
Hidden secrets unfold unleashing hell and nothing more
Beaten, blooded, filed with shame, fear of death
Darkness descends to rise again, manifested in pain
This agony too much to live
I cry out to a God unwelcome in my home
Why did I have to live?
This is my hell
The pain of living with all these lies
The weight is too much to bear
Fight to live
Refuse to die
Punishment for no crime
Innocence is lost
So much scarring on the inside
Lashing out to cover up the pain
This is my hell
Unprotected by the ones inflicting all the pain
Unable to trust anyone
What is to become of me?
Emotions uncontrolled, manipulated, forced to lie
As I cry out to God to save me from this pain
Inside this hell, pressure builds
I cannot hide the hate
Unprotected by the ones inflicting all the pain
Unable to trust anyone
What is to become of me?
Emotions uncontrolled, manipulated, forced to lie
As I cry out to God to save me from this pain
Inside this hell, pressure builds
I cannot hide the hate
The monsters that live here with me
The demons that assault me in my sleep
This is my hell
The pain of living with all these lies
The weight is too much to bear
Fight to live
Refuse to die
Punishment for no crime
Innocence is gone
So much scarring on the inside
Lashing out to cover up the pain
This is my hell
Fight to live
Refuse to die
