Once I was dead Once I was dead in my sin Self-destructive life Boiling with anger and no self-control Homicidal thoughts consumed my mind Leaving me lifeless before my creator I come in my wretched shame Take me away Wrapped in jealousy Forced inside Suicidal thoughts Bipolar disorder Spiritual adultery I must escape this pain Dead in my sin Dead in my sin I now stand before my God to give an account of my life Begging and pleading to kill all the voices Jesus I plead stop these thoughts of Murder, suicide, emotional torment Spirit of hate be gone from me Father of all life, I now lay mine before you In all my filth, wash me clean I now give up this life and receive freedom from oppression Covered in hate, wash me clean Dead in my sin All that I was All my transgressions Washed away All praise All glory All merciful one
