I'm trying to forgive myself for things I didn't do
 
 For words I didn't say and things I didn't choose
 
 Spending every day decomposing in my room
 
 I'm not okay, but there's nothing I can do
 
  
  I'm trying to love the person I was when I was born
 
 Hating on a kid doesn't serve me anymore
 
 Sylvanians making stories on the floor
 
 And my mom and dad in love like it's 1994
  
 
 Say you're comin' around, I need you lately
 
 Everything's been getting me down
 
 Yeah, the kids have grown up, I feel like I'm stuck
 
 But I don't wanna catch up right now
  
 
 I'm trying to get a better sense of what I'm worth
 
 'Cause I've been on the fence and in the dirt
 
 Taking it easy
 
 But I forgot I have a job and nothing ever stops, so
  
 
 Say you're comin' around, I need you lately
 
 Everything's been getting me down
 
 Yeah, the kids have grown up, I feel like I'm stuck
 
 But I don't wanna catch up right now
  
 
 Say you're comin' around, I need you lately
 
 Everything's been getting me down
 
 I broke a glass on the floor, it was the last straw, it's like I
 
 Woke up on the wrong side of town
  
 
 Say you're comin' around, I need you lately
 
 Everything's been getting me down
 
 I felt so much older than the kids 'round the corner
 
 But I feel so much younger now
 
 Overtook them, won't slow back down
 
 Blame the child in a daisy crown