I never ever can remember 
 
 All the things that go bump in the night 
 
 Quietness uncovers 
 
 Betrayal now hovers 
 
 And my comfort levels not quite right 
 
 I'd love to stay and evaluate 
 
 But my torture can't wait 
 
 It seems I'm losing ground 
 
 Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown 
 
  
  I never ever can decipher 
 
 Who listens to the words I say 
 
 While I sense I'm searching 
 
 I never know who's lurking 
 
 To scare my sacred thoughts away 
 
 I'd love to hang and chat a while 
 
 But my mind's become vile 
 
 It seems I'm losing ground 
 
 Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown 
  
 
 I never ever can contribute 
 
 To finding all the faults that sustain 
 
 Never mind the answers 
 
 To who spreads the cancer 
 
 When the questioning of why remains 
 
 I'd love to sit and rationalize 
 
 But my tongue's become dry 
 
 It seems I'm losing ground 
 
 Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown 
  
 
 Breakdown Reality 
 
 Breakdown my ability to get it back 
 
 Breakdown honestly 
 
 Breakdown now deliver me 
 
 From all this madness and all this agony