Your memory leaves me mystified
As if I'd been on the other side
Like diving in the ocean feels like
I'm moving in slow motion
I said, this strong faith I can't ignore
We will reach another shore
There was nothing anyone could do
There was nothing anyone could say
I thought my faith would not go away
Knowing now, what everybody knew
So absurd thinking this is true
I felt heaven, when we kissed
But now I know - you don't exist
I said, I'll give you anything at all
And will be there when you call
Don't want this moment to slip away
By your side I want to lay
I said, when I loose my destination
I look at you for inspiration
There was nothing anyone could do
There was nothing anyone could say
I thought my faith would not go away
Knowing now, what everybody knew
So absurd thinking this is true
I felt heaven, when we kissed
But now I know - you don't exist
Not a dream, it is for real
Noone can change the emptiness I feel
Burning my eyes are turning red
A strange and sick feeling in my head
Blinded eyes - I could not see
That everybody was laughing at me
Now I'm angry so full of hate
Who helps me out of that twisted state
Knowing now, what everybody knew
So absurd thinking this is true
I felt heaven, when we kissed
But now I know - you don't exist
