I want to buy my innocence 
 Back from the gun that's at my head 
 I'm not mad at you girl, I just had a bad day 
 What could possibly go wrong? I'm as good as gone 
    I'm not the same kid I was in 2016 
 I was young, I was dumb 
 Now I overthink things 
 That I shouldn't, I couldn't 
 You wouldn't believe what I did as a kid back in 2016   
 I hate birthdays, they mean nothing to me 
 I don't celebrate, so don't buy anything 
 For me, I don’t deserve it, I'm bleeding out on purpose 
 I see it makes you nervous, is it working?   
 I'm not the same kid I was in 2016 
 I was young, I was dumb 
 Now I overthink things 
 That I shouldn't, I couldn't 
 You wouldn't believe what I did as a kid back in 2016   
 I didn't care what you said 
 When I was a kid 
 But you tried to ruin my life 
 A thousand times, but now look at you   
 I'm not the same kid I was in 2016 
 I was young, I was dumb 
 Now I overthink things 
 That I shouldn't, I couldn't 
 You wouldn't believe what I did as a kid back in 2016