There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling
Now I cant seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
I've felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
This wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
This wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
I've become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
But I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I tried so hard
And that's so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
