Holy one
 
 Holy water
 
 Drink enough
 
 Till you're under
 
  
  Take it slow
 
 Take it further
 
 If you want
 
 To surrender
  
 
 This won't take long
 
 And soon you might feel numb
 
 This won't take long
 
 You'll want another
  
 
 Stay asleep
 
 And blame
 
 Everyone for giving up
  
 
 Ache, repeat
 
 The shame
 
 Nothing's ever good enough
  
 
 You can escape the weight
 
 Of losing everything you love
 
 You have to break the chain
 
 And tell yourself you're good enough
  
 
 So take me back to the start
 
 When everything was better
 
 I don't wanna say that I'm lost
 
 Cause it gets worse then it gets better
  
 
 Cause it gets worse then it gets better
  
 
 Holy one
 
 Holy water
 
 Drink enough
 
 Till you're under
 
 Take it slow, take it farther (further?) 
 
 (Whichever makes more sense I sorta like pronounced it to be either or haha)
 
 If you want to surrender
  
 
 Or stay asleep
 
 And blame
 
 Everyone for giving up
 
 You can't defeat the pain
 
 If nothing's ever good enough
  
 
 And it comes down to my heart
 
 Where everything is settled
 
 I don't wanna say that I'm lost
 
 Cause it gets worse then it gets better
  
 
 Cause it gets worse then it gets better
  
 
 Holy one
 
 Holy water
 
 Drink enough
 
 Till you're under
 
 Take it slow, take it farther
 
 If you want to surrender
  
 
 Holy one
 
 Holy water
 
 Drink enough
 
 Till you're under
 
 Take it slow, take it farther
 
 If you want to surrender