I fall into deep shadows As I always do at these times Bringing my ego to point zero Raping myself with anti pride A vast comedy surrounding me A massive transparent enigma And a grey star on a bleak heaven Should I laugh or cry?
This journey makes no sense What pathetic life is this? Whoever directs this comedy Should come forth and die! Look at me - you are nothing Protect me - you're poisoned I hate you - still I want you I'm trapped in a comedy of hunger
Kill me now! Raped with ignorance The easy escape The obvious solution Damned with curses Frozen with rays Of anguishing frost
How can I forget that you let me drown? You have no respect for me How can I forget that you let me die? I have no respect for you
