I’ve been living afraid Will life ever give me the things that I want
Trying hard to shut down the pain Not letting the demons inside come out to play I’ve been losing those battles alone And it’s crushing my bones
So I'm done with the lying today Nothing will suffice I am not ok
Don’t I wanna? I wanna don’t wanna
I’ve been dreaming away The ghosts of the past and the death traps they set for me Suddenly I feel the rage Pulling the strings I lose all hope to stay Selling my body and soul out to luck Nah I don’t give a fuck I am done I just forfeit this day Nothing will suffice I am not ok
Don’t I wanna? I wanna don’t wanna
Every day I keep fading away Going through hell not able to switch off Will I ever feel sane? Am I done, am I done trying to fit in?
