If it doesn't feel like how I thought that it would
What if doing better doesn't get you the good?
Did we do it all for nothing?
Who should I be blaming when I'm crying for help?
And where is the award I won for losing myself?
Isn't that worth something?
'Round and 'round, the story goes
Can I get off? Can I go home
And live this through the photos in my room
Would you still love me? Mm
While the supernova's dying, it's so hard to look away
Would you still love me?
When the lights come on, the music stops, got nothing left to say
Would you still love me?
How I'd get addicted to the highs and the lows
Am I chasing happiness like somewhere to go?
Won't you send a location? Mm-mm
Is existential crisis just a sign of the times?
Is anybody out there? Are we losing our minds?
Is it my imagination? Mm
'Round and 'round, the questions go
Will I regret this when I'm home
And taking down the photos in my room?
Would you still love me? Mm
While the supernova's dying, it's so hard to look away
Would you still love me? (Mm)
When the lights come on, the music stops, got nothing left to say
Would you still love me?
If you really know me, oh
Would I still love me? Mm
While the supernova's dying, and the good girl's gone away
Would I still love me?
When the lights come on, the music stops, I'm ready for a change
Would I still love me?
Would I still love me, even if you don't?
Will I be okay not ever knowing the answer to that?
I hope in this time, I can find enough love in my own heart
So I don't even have to ask that question anymore
I want the chance to watch the wild flowers grow
And to stay somewhere long enough to see the snow on the mountain tops melt into spring
To be there raw, present
To feel the gratitude of simply being alive and that being just enough
A chance to redefine happiness and take another trip around the Sun
And the chance to see the dew on the blades on early morning grass
And feel the good ache in my stomach from the belly laughs from the night before
I hope I evolve
I hope someone says to me: You've changed
And I say: Good
That would make me a lucky girl
But promise me one thing, if you see me around, you'll say: Hi
We don't have to be strangers
Even if you don't hear from me when you look up in the dark
And you you see the jewelry hanging in the sky
Know that I'm still under the same disco ball smiling somewhere
Maybe crying
I don't know much, but one thing I'm sure of is that
I'm forever grateful that we watched each other grow
Played a small part in walking each other home
For you, for the me I was, and who I am yet to become
My love for every version of us runs deep as the ocean blue
And I hope you know every word I ever said to you is true
This isn't goodbye forever
It's just until next time
