It's the truth against my heart or just my heart against it all
It's hard to tell
It's my will against myself, my body failed to keep it up
It's hard to see
But I couldn't bare my own state, couldn't bare the sight
So I hid myself and stood strong until I had
Nothing left, nothing there
I was forced to let it go
Feel what I had done to ruin myself, destroy myself
In a run to greater goods I forgot to love me
It's a choice until that's gone and it is gone
'Cause I was blind. I see that now
A choice to stop and see myself
A choice to stop in time to safe what's left of me
But I just couldn't see my true state
I couldn't bare the sight
So I hid the truth and went on until I had
Nothing left, nothing there
I was torced to let it go
Feel what I had done to ruin myself, destroy myself
In a run to greater goods I was blinded
Nothing anymore
Nothing left, nothing there
I was forced to let it go
Feel what I had done to ruin myself, destroy myself
In a run to greater goods I forgot to love me
