Though we barely survived, I never felt more alive I feel ashamed of where I’ve been oh to be A motherless child, beat still my heart Your weaknesses they vacation in my dreams and when I’m not sure if you’ll haunt me in my sleep I’ll know you’re there coursing through my veins Try and starve the devil inside Predisposition is I should’ve known better We burn out dull out of spite The family crest is our medication This bitter pill I’ve swallowed down is greeted by a Poisonous smile, a calcified heart, a cancerous gut, the appetite to give up Your weaknesses they vacation in my veins And if I’m not sure if I’ll see you in my dreams I’ll stay up all night on the floor Taking pills to keep me warm until I’m not sure I exist anymore But that’s just fine it’s who I am and I appreciate my pain because I never had a choice It was you or nothing And nothing can hurt me like I hurt myself
