Now I'm post-traumatic
I was innocent till I jumped in and then adapted
God bless me with a angel, I don't know how that happened, but it was meant to happen
I had to grow up savage
All my negative rappin
But I'm still here
Sittin in the hospital, your mom was asleep, I dropped a tear
Ain't even know what was real, couldn't grasp a feelin, it still was weird
5/17 gave me love
If I didn't know anything, I know you'd give me love
In the delivery room, when I was drunk and full of drugs
Reminiscing about my life and thinking what it was
All daddy could ever amounted to was thug shit
I go through anything, just to give you a hug
I die about yo brother's but they didn't change me
Ready to go about whatever cuz yo daddy crazy
Marry better than me, although I changed and I ain't the same me
You gon' be a queen and if that king too weak just blame me
You remind me of myself in a lady body plus beauty gon' be a hotty but you anever be no thotty
Pray you just gon' be like yo mommy, drip you up in all Bulgari
Put my freedom at risk, I'm sorry
But I beat it like John Gotti
Long as I'm rich ain't shit gon' stop me
I never face defeat, when I kiss you I'm complete, when I ain't with you I feel weak
I be always in the street, tryna make my ends meet
If they come between you and me, they become my enemy
That's why I named you Emmy
Cuz my life a movie girl but you the star
I can't wait till your sweet 16 customizing a foreign car
I never let a man out-do me, material things anever impress you
There are most of em out your league
If you need a ear, come talk to me
I never let you live in fear, come walk with me
Show you how to point, aim that Mini-Hawk and squeeze it
Any life lesson you gon' ace if I'm the teacher
I can't fathom life without you in it, cuz I need ya
