I wish the people who lie and say that they love me
Would look me in my pretty face and tell me all of their true intentions
I never really was the drown it out type but I must admit that I got a problem, probably need an intervention
I'm lookin' in the mirror and recognize the parts of my dad I don't like, and that's the truth that I don't wanna live in
I called my mom last night and told her I've been strugglin' when it comes to figurin' out this thing we call livin'
And do I really want it?
I feel myself fallin' apart, I feel my soul plummet
Think I'm afraid to talk to God 'cause I don't feel nothin'
I don't want Him to think I'm takin' all of this for granted
Well shit, maybe I am
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold (Yeah)
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road I'ma, walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Woah-ooh-woah-ooh-woah-woah-oh, na-na-na
Woah-ooh-woah-ooh-woah-oh, na-na-na
Woah-ooh-woah-ooh-woah-woah-oh, na-na-na
Woah-ooh-woah-ooh-woah-oh, na-na-na
Conversations with myself, I'm tryna fight all these demons
Tell me what's the point in this if I'm not seein' the reason?
I've been made to feel like I don't give enough when in the end it's my heart bleedin'
I put my trust in so many that only end up leavin'
While the ones who truly love me end up payin' for their sins
And I've been lying to myself, I know this ain't the way to live
And I been reflectin' on what I see in my reflection
I'll tell it all right now and give you every confession so you can
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold (Yeah)
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road I'ma, walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Woah-ooh-woah-ooh-woah-woah-oh, na-na-na
Woah-ooh-woah-ooh-woah-oh, na-na-na
Woah-ooh-woah-ooh-woah-woah-oh, na-na-na
Woah-ooh-woah-ooh-woah-oh, na-na-na
