I grew up in silence, swallowing screams
You said I was weak, tearing apart my dreams
Humiliated, punished, erased from your view
Just a shadow of the child you never knew
Everyone else got your praise and pride
While I bled trying to earn a look in your eyes
No matter how hard I tried, you never saw
Love was a stranger, pain became law
Overthinking is a curse I carry
My pills are my shelter when the weight gets heavy
You said it's just drama, but never saw
I was dying a little more each time you closed the door
I share your blood but I don't share your soul
You don't deserve my forgiveness, I won't let it go
Death feels like a matter of time
And when that time comes, you won't see me anymore
Hear these voices singing my words
See these people dancing to my hurt
I hid my face so they wouldn't see me cry
I sing about the pain, that's how I survive
You erased me, left me undone
Tried to draw myself but you blurred everyone
You built a monster who screams in verse
And now it's my name echoing through the universe
Flashes from childhood still burn my skin
Memories don't fade, they settle within
You made this chaos, you lit this flame
Now I wear my scars without shame
I share your blood but I don't share your soul
You don't deserve my forgiveness, I won't let it go
Death feels like a matter of time
And when that time comes, you won't see me anymore
Hear these voices singing my words
See these people dancing to my hurt
I hid my face so they wouldn't see me cry
I sing about the pain, that's how I survive
You won't see me anymore
Not evermore
