I've been trying my hardest but it's not good enough 
 I'm back where I started when life was tough on me 
 There's only so much you can do when it's started 
 Pull away pull away just pull away 
 You can try to no avail to discard it 
 Go away go away just go away just go away 
    Solved all of my problems for everyone but me 
 How is that a solution or recovery 
 There's only so much you can do when it's started 
 Pull away pull away just pull away 
 You can try to no avail to discard it 
 Go away go away just go away just go away just go away 
 I've done it again 
 Let down my closest friend at least he used to be 
 Until I pushed you away 
 You'll never understand and I'll never understand 
 How I could do these things 
 When I miss you more than anything   
 I stopped my ill behavior 
 And I'm up off the floor 
 It didn't stop the pain 
 It cleared the way for more, much more 
 There's only so much you can do when it's started 
 Pull away pull away just pull away 
 You can try to no avail to discard it 
 Go away go away just go away just go away 
 I've done it again 
 Let down my closest friend at least he used to be 
 Until I pushed you all away from me 
 You'll never understand I don't understand 
 How I could do these things 
 When I miss you more than anything 
 I've done it again 
 Let down my closest friend at least he used to be 
 Until I pushed you far away from me 
 You'll never understand cause I'll never understand 
 How I could do these things 
 When I miss you more than anything