Self-medicate, self deprecate
 
 Self-help books on the shelf, help meditate
 
 Hard on myself, friends can't relate
 
 Time is your friend, can't reciprocate
 
 Times up come on out
 
  
  Now I'm trapped in the grass
 
 Not gonna laugh, not gonna go home
 
 Not ready for the crash
 
 Heavy body frozen
 
 Hand on my wrist
 
 Hand on my cold shoulder
 
 Skies open up, I think I got a little older
  
 
 Older
 
 Older
  
 
 Sweatin' on a page
 
 Sweatin' through the maze
 
 Gettin' out the keys
 
 To the place
 
 That I thought I put away
 
 Million dollar days, in a sort a way
 
 I had to get away to come back
 
 Time's up come on out
  
 
 The river ran clean as a dream so I swam in its fountain
 
 The fast went hard in the jungle on a mountain
 
 Fast was the beat of my heart
 
 In the back of my mind was a beautiful, truthful shouting
  
 
 You can let go
 
 That weight you carry with ya (ooh, ooh, ooh)
 
 Once and for all
 
 Once and for all
  
 
 Welcome back, that's at least one big monkey off my back
 
 Knew I'd get around to it
 
 I can't forget the sound of it
 
 But six feet of snow in the snowbanks?
 
 No thanks
 
 Time's up come on out
  
 
 Now I'm on my side
 
 I'm on my side
 
 Livin' life right
 
 Dark was the night
 
 But you know what?
 
 Bright is the light as above, so below
 
 And through
  
 
 You can let go
 
 That weight you carry with ya (ooh, ooh, ooh)
 
 Once and for all
 
 Once and for all
  
 
 You can let go
 
 That weight you carry with ya (ooh, ooh, ooh)
 
 Once and for all
 
 Once and for al