Blue blood stains my blade The soft noise that you made in pain The smell of death that covered what was yours I try to wipe away The guilt that plagues me in the day That keeps the dreams from coming when I sleep
My eyesight may have healed but I have not The balance is all off now you are gone I know that I stopped a big mistake But I never thought that I would see(make) you break
Cold hands punish me Leave their bruises ruthlessly The punishment is just I tell myself This is not good for me But I can't seem to stop you see I'm addicted to the way he makes me bleed Though I know that I cannot undo my deed
I can't remember the smell of your blood The vision dulled that sense so it feels it's gone for good I would give anything to have you back again And this time I'd forgo justice all to save a friend But there's no course of action I can take I'll just hope that someday soon I too will break
