Die This Way

Hmmm, my vision has always been golden
That's why I see the pearly gates starting to open
I ain't got no friends, because I've been an omen....oh man
Hmmm...take a look at the enemies blood I am soaked in
Staring back at my reflection thinkin'
Bout the hand of cards I've been holdin'
When I'm upset its hard to control it
Soon as I'm fully charged, I unload it
This shit is keeping marcus so devoted
To writing these crazy bars and you know it!
I'm too steady with the juice
Get the booth ready, when I barge in, I'm hulk'n
I'm no longer with avengers
Heart is frozen with some vengeance
8 Years old I was a menace
I can't get lost in all the critics
They judging when they ain't crawled up out the trenches
Look bitches, I'm making doe from all the bitchin
You'd think I whip baking soda in the kitchen
Its u.p and taking over is the mission...the realest
And they should know the shits encrypted..listen

I debate...should I smile like everythings good
And pretend that life is great
Or should I let the world see the real me
And not hide this pain
I tried to be like the rest of y'all, sorry I just can't
Ama probably die this way. (ama die this way)
Ah yeah
You know ama die this way, ama die this way
Ah yeah
You know ama die this way, ama die this way

Where did my mind go?
Tell me why am I letting these bombs blow
I'm stubborn and even my mom knows that
Am I lonely? Yes
I'm on one, thats why my homies left
I live with no regrets
Motherfuckers I won't repent
Man the other day I cussed my girlfriends parents out
It is apparent now they try to justify their daughters bullshit
Whelp...I am raw enough to air it out
I'm intense at times, in my mind there's a grinch inside
That tells me to write offensive lines
If the shit I do doesn't make sense in your head
Nigga fuck you..because it makes sense in mine
Yeah, I think I got a little ego
If you cut me open, you would see I'm full of it
From the 8 eighteen, a motherfuckin panorama city hooligan
I see the whole world and everybody's looking like a duplicate
Bitch I do me, and that's the only way
You'll ever see me doin it

I debate...should I smile like everythings good
And pretend that life is great
Or should I let the world see the real me
And not hide this pain
I tried to be like the rest of y'all, sorry I just cant
Ama probably die this way. (ama die this way)
Ah yeah
You know ama die this way, ama die this way
Ah yeah
You know ama die this way, ama die this way

I don't feel no shame
Why should I hide this pain?
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Sorry were not the same

There isn't much that anybody else can tell me
I'm the only nigga living in my shoes
And this shit is overwhelming
I travel earth like a lost soul
Fires burning as I rot slow
There aint many I can vent to in this world
I got family but we're not close
So I tell my story through a hot song
You all know to get your popcorn
When I hit you with the ill mind
Neverland? Thats a place you know were not goin
This is struggle and pain
About me always being stuck in the rain
To be honest, I don't want it to change
Ama take it to my death bed up until nothing remains

I debate...should I smile like everythings good
And pretend that life is great

Ah yeah
You know ama die this way, ama die this way
Ah yeah
You know ama die this way, ama die this way