Those nights I'll never forget Wondering through a thousand years.
Solitude seemed so real Emptiness filled my eyes And desperation hummed her lies.
hummed her lies
Cracked walls, rough thoughts A dark shape of what I used to be Endless seconds Dragging me again.
Once again I find myself lost in the crowd Faceless bodies swirling all around Searching for something to pacify myself Like a lion hunting for self defense My paradox of love and hate.
New life, new hope Seems so easy to achieve Same end: failure It's funnier every time For you, for her For every fucking one.
I still chase the wind In the moment I'm lost I still chase the wind For a moment of peace I still hear the words.
And it's tearing me apart From the inside out
Once again I find myself lost in the crowd Faceless bodies swirling all around Searching for something to pacify myself Like a lion hunting for self defense My paradox of love and hate.
Those nights I'll never forget Wondering through a thousand years Solitude seemed so real And desperation hummed her lies For every warm embrace One cold night. Not more not less