I wanna make my world stop burning
Closing this momentary lapse, thinking about the end
While I wait for night to come by
Bringing a relief that only I know
It’s all that I know
Hollow memories collapse in this senseless days
Perspective slips through my fingers
What should have mattered fades
Away like sand in the coldest wind
My life was sold to this world
Cursed matter without regret or compassion slamming my head on the wall
Over and over again
By opening my chest, I seek beauty outside
With the weight of the world on my shoulders
Spilling blood in this cage that holds me
Erasing myself until there’s nothing left
Until absence fills the room with dust
As I struggle to banish all my ghosts
I recall all the mistakes that defined me
Erasing myself until there’s nothing left
I lose myself in the process, waking up sad in the daylight
I hope one day
I hope one day
To be more than just a reflection
In the mirror
Breaking away
To see the day
With half of what I’ve been taught
Existing where the tongue is not dry
And where ears can truly hear
Building my own symphony
Telling a sin
Even if my world stops and bleeds
Realizing the beauty in being torn
I let the seeds grow in the morning sun
A razor in my vocal cords
Speechless ‘cause I’m weak
Intrinsic sickness
Losing my mind
I’m about to fall apart
I don’t follow the rules
Of an unconscious world
Consuming my soul
A disposable self
In a meaningless plot
