She wouldn't say it if it wasn't true wasn't true A joke's a joke until it fucks with you is it true? There's nothing I would want to hide from you to hide from you Another lie now what am I to do I to do
Mother I'm trying and I don't know why It seems I've lost my focus again It seems like once I think I have it all worked out Time comes by and washes it down
Strive for what's right I know I can't hide I know I can't hide these feelings inside I can't feel this way I don't wanna say
Just once I think I have it all worked out Just once I think I have it all worked out And your expressions got me oh so down Just when I think I do
I treat you how I wouldn't want to be treated Do as I say not as I do oh I beg you Another day another dollar in the bank Be as I say not as I am oh I beg I beg you
I fear you are not searching deep enough yet I fear you're searching in all the wrong places Well my dear come face to face with what you really feel
