September 13th, 11:56 PM
I have started this alone, and I must finish it, alone
There is no longer a choice
I know I must use myself as the subject of the experiment
No, there is no choice
I must put aside the fears I feel inside
There's no place to hide
So it comes to this
One last final chance that only I can take
Now everything I've fought for is at stake
Like a warning light, glimmering in red
Like crimson bloodshed, shimmering in red
Beautiful and strange, see the colors change before my eyes
See how they dance and they sparkle like diamonds at night
Leading out of the darkness and into the light!
11:58 PM
I have consumed 10 centiliters of formula HJ7
Salty, bitter taste, stings the tongue, warm in the gullet
Heat spreading strongly through my veins
A slight feeling of euphoria, lightheadedness
No noticeable behavioral differences
I must be wise
I must try to analyze each change in me
Everything I see
How will it be?
Will I see the world through different eyes?
Now the die is cast!
Nothing left to do
Time alone can prove my theories true
Show the world
My God! What's this?
Something is happening
I can't explain!
Something inside me
A breathtaking pain!
Devours and consumes me
And drives me insane!
Suddenly
Uncontrolled
Something is
Taking hold!
Suddenly
Agony!
Filling me!
Killing me?
Suddenly
Out of breath
What is this?
Is this death?
Suddenly
Look at me
Can it be?
Who is this creature that I see?
Free!
