1. 1

    Josh A - Pain

  2. 2

    Josh A - Trenches

  3. 3

    Josh A - Heartbreaks (feat. Jake Hill)

  4. 4

    Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts (feat. Jake Hill)

  5. 5

    Josh A - NO MERCY

  6. 6

    Josh A - All Time Low

  7. 7

    Josh A - ANXIOUS (feat. guccihighwaters)

  8. 8

    Josh A - Disgrace

  9. 9

    Josh A - Fearless

  10. 10

    Josh A - I Miss My Ex

  11. 11

    Josh A - Lana Del Rey

  12. 12

    Josh A - Late Nights

  13. 13

    Josh A - Mood Swings

  14. 14

    Josh A - OUT THE GRAVE

  15. 15

    Josh A - Painless

  16. 16

    Josh A - Paranoia

  17. 17

    Josh A - Revival

  18. 18

    Josh A - Too Many Dead (feat. Jake Hill)

  19. 19

    Josh A - Warzone

  20. 20

    Josh A - Won't Die Young

  21. 21

    Josh A - Worst Mistakes (feat. Jake Hill)

  22. 22

    Josh A - You're Not Alone

  23. 23

    Josh A - 10 Clips

  24. 24

    Josh A - All I Do Is Sit Inside My House All Day

  25. 25

    Josh A - Anarchy Acres (feat. Jake Hill)

  26. 26

    Josh A - BAD DREAMS

  27. 27

    Josh A - Bad Souls

  28. 28

    Josh A - Better Alone (feat. Jake Hill)

  29. 29

    Josh A - Better Off Dead (feat. Jake Hill)

  30. 30

    Josh A - Better Things (feat. Darko)

  31. 31

    Josh A - Blessed

  32. 32

    Josh A - Brigther (feat. Jake Hill)

  33. 33

    Josh A - Broke & Stressed

  34. 34

    Josh A - Broken

  35. 35

    Josh A - Cowboy 97

  36. 36

    Josh A - Dead & Gone (feat. Jake Hill)

  37. 37

    Josh A - Dead Roses

  38. 38

    Josh A - Decay

  39. 39

    Josh A - DOUBT ME

  40. 40

    Josh A - Every Night

  41. 41

    Josh A - Evolution

  42. 42

    Josh A - Flexorcist (feat. Jake Hill)

  43. 43

    Josh A - Gravestone

  44. 44

    Josh A - Gucci Coffin (feat. Jake Hill)

  45. 45

    Josh A - January Never Ends

  46. 46

    Josh A - John Wick (feat. Jake Hill)

  47. 47

    Josh A - Kitty

  48. 48

    Josh A - Legendary

  49. 49

    Josh A - LET YOU GO

  50. 50

    Josh A - Lone Wolf Squad

  51. 51

    Josh A - Lonely Vibes

  52. 52

    Josh A - Long Way To Go (Intro)

  53. 53

    Josh A - Loot Lake

  54. 54

    Josh A - lost

  55. 55

    Josh A - Lost Boy

  56. 56

    Josh A - Lost You In The Fire (feat. Jake Hill)

  57. 57

    Josh A - No Chill (feat. MrTLexify)

  58. 58

    Josh A - No Complaints

  59. 59

    Josh A - No Shima

  60. 60

    Josh A - No Sleep

  61. 61

    Josh A - North Korea (feat. Jake Hill)

  62. 62

    Josh A - Nuketown (feat. Jake Hill)

  63. 63

    Josh A - Omens

  64. 64

    Josh A - Outbreak (feat. Quadeca)

  65. 65

    Josh A - OUTLAW

  66. 66

    Josh A - Pennywise (feat. Jake Hill)

  67. 67

    Josh A - Politics (feat. Foti)

  68. 68

    Josh A - Red Dot (feat. Jake Hill)

  69. 69

    Josh A - Rest In Pieces (feat. Jake Hill)

  70. 70

    Josh A - Retro Jason

  71. 71

    Josh A - Right Now

  72. 72

    Josh A - RIP (feat. MrTLexify)

  73. 73

    Josh A - Run Away

  74. 74

    Josh A - Rust (feat. Jake Hill)

  75. 75

    Josh A - Save Me

  76. 76

    Josh A - Scars

  77. 77

    Josh A - Sleepless

  78. 78

    Josh A - So Tired

  79. 79

    Josh A - So Wavey

  80. 80

    Josh A - Suicide Benz

  81. 81

    Josh A - Suicide Forest (feat. Jake Hill)

  82. 82

    Josh A - Survive (feat. Jake Hill)

  83. 83

    Josh A - The Loner Anthem

  84. 84

    Josh A - The Truth

  85. 85

    Josh A - The Warriors

  86. 86

    Josh A - Trick R Treat (feat. Jake Hill)

  87. 87

    Josh A - Understand (feat. Jake Hill)

  88. 88

    Josh A - Used to (feat. Foti & Jake Hill)

  89. 89

    Josh A - Waste Away (feat. Young Lungs)

  90. 90

    Josh A - Yoko

  91. 91

    Josh A - You're Not Alone

  92. 92

    Josh A - Young Obi-Wan

  93. 93

    Josh A - Zombies

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Josh A

You can tell me that I'm perfect
'Cause you've never seen me hurting
Only know what's on the surface
Say I'm fine, but I'm not fine
When the demon's in my head
Sometimes I just won't leave my bed
So if you're leavin', I'll understand, understand

Yeah, it's been nonstop
I swear this touring's been killing me, everybody watch
And I don't like seeing cities and then leavin' them just to go to the next
I think I've seen too many faces, but it's all in my head
The nights I stayed up late just working put me in a position
That people line up at the shows now and they finally listen
Seeing every single one of you just truly makes me nervous
'Cause when I see the checks, I just don't feel I deserve it
So after shows, I go right back to the hotel and look myself in the mirror
Asking what do I do this for and it all becomes clear
That I don't know what I'm doing, sometimes it feels so confusing
I see people wear my merch, but I still feel like I'm losing this upward battle
Did a show in Seattle
Panic attack on stage and I had no where to travel
So I just carried on, did the show in tears until the curtains drawn
I got anti suicide songs, but I still sing along
They say depression's a journey
The only difference is a journey has an end
Implement some ways to cope, but it's still hard to circumvent
Fans say they sick of sad songs, I'm just tryna vent
Sayin' I'm just tryna vent

You can tell me that I'm perfect
'Cause you've never seen me hurting
Only know what's on the surface
Say I'm fine, but I'm not fine
When the demon's in my head
Sometimes I just won't leave my bed
So if you're leavin', I'll understand, understand

I wish my anxiety had an off switch
So I can just flip it and then never worry again
Maybe then I'd be comfortable when I'm around all my friends
I never feel wanted even though I probably am
And I so sick of all these late nights, reminisce when I waste time
Think about all of my better days back before I even wrote lines
Revisit nostalgia just to try to finally feel something
But all the stuff I did when I was younger just don't feel the same, yeah
And my sadder days turn into like every day
Started doing drugs just to try to finally numb the pain
Yeah, but all that got me was addicted to prescriptions, want a way out
Swear I'm always searching, but don't think I'll ever find it, yeah
The voices in my head been telling me that I should quit this
But I got some plaques up on the wall, I really did this
Started from the bottom, now I'm touring, filling stages
But the more success I'm gaining makes me hate it

You can tell me that I'm perfect
'Cause you've never seen me hurting
Only know what's on the surface
Say I'm fine, but I'm not fine
When the demon's in my head
Sometimes I just won't leave my bed
So if you're leavin', I'll understand, understand

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