1. 1

    Josh A - Pain

  2. 2

    Josh A - Trenches

  3. 3

    Josh A - Heartbreaks (feat. Jake Hill)

  4. 4

    Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts (feat. Jake Hill)

  5. 5

    Josh A - NO MERCY

  6. 6

    Josh A - All Time Low

  7. 7

    Josh A - ANXIOUS (feat. guccihighwaters)

  8. 8

    Josh A - Disgrace

  9. 9

    Josh A - Fearless

  10. 10

    Josh A - I Miss My Ex

  11. 11

    Josh A - Lana Del Rey

  12. 12

    Josh A - Late Nights

  13. 13

    Josh A - Mood Swings

  14. 14

    Josh A - OUT THE GRAVE

  15. 15

    Josh A - Painless

  16. 16

    Josh A - Paranoia

  17. 17

    Josh A - Revival

  18. 18

    Josh A - Too Many Dead (feat. Jake Hill)

  19. 19

    Josh A - Warzone

  20. 20

    Josh A - Won't Die Young

  21. 21

    Josh A - Worst Mistakes (feat. Jake Hill)

  22. 22

    Josh A - You're Not Alone

  23. 23

    Josh A - 10 Clips

  24. 24

    Josh A - All I Do Is Sit Inside My House All Day

  25. 25

    Josh A - Anarchy Acres (feat. Jake Hill)

  26. 26

    Josh A - BAD DREAMS

  27. 27

    Josh A - Bad Souls

  28. 28

    Josh A - Better Alone (feat. Jake Hill)

  29. 29

    Josh A - Better Off Dead (feat. Jake Hill)

  30. 30

    Josh A - Better Things (feat. Darko)

  31. 31

    Josh A - Blessed

  32. 32

    Josh A - Brigther (feat. Jake Hill)

  33. 33

    Josh A - Broke & Stressed

  34. 34

    Josh A - Broken

  35. 35

    Josh A - Cowboy 97

  36. 36

    Josh A - Dead & Gone (feat. Jake Hill)

  37. 37

    Josh A - Dead Roses

  38. 38

    Josh A - Decay

  39. 39

    Josh A - DOUBT ME

  40. 40

    Josh A - Every Night

  41. 41

    Josh A - Evolution

  42. 42

    Josh A - Flexorcist (feat. Jake Hill)

  43. 43

    Josh A - Gravestone

  44. 44

    Josh A - Gucci Coffin (feat. Jake Hill)

  45. 45

    Josh A - January Never Ends

  46. 46

    Josh A - John Wick (feat. Jake Hill)

  47. 47

    Josh A - Kitty

  48. 48

    Josh A - Legendary

  49. 49

    Josh A - LET YOU GO

  50. 50

    Josh A - Lone Wolf Squad

  51. 51

    Josh A - Lonely Vibes

  52. 52

    Josh A - Long Way To Go (Intro)

  53. 53

    Josh A - Loot Lake

  54. 54

    Josh A - lost

  55. 55

    Josh A - Lost Boy

  56. 56

    Josh A - Lost You In The Fire (feat. Jake Hill)

  57. 57

    Josh A - No Chill (feat. MrTLexify)

  58. 58

    Josh A - No Complaints

  59. 59

    Josh A - No Shima

  60. 60

    Josh A - No Sleep

  61. 61

    Josh A - North Korea (feat. Jake Hill)

  62. 62

    Josh A - Nuketown (feat. Jake Hill)

  63. 63

    Josh A - Omens

  64. 64

    Josh A - Outbreak (feat. Quadeca)

  65. 65

    Josh A - OUTLAW

  66. 66

    Josh A - Pennywise (feat. Jake Hill)

  67. 67

    Josh A - Politics (feat. Foti)

  68. 68

    Josh A - Red Dot (feat. Jake Hill)

  69. 69

    Josh A - Rest In Pieces (feat. Jake Hill)

  70. 70

    Josh A - Retro Jason

  71. 71

    Josh A - Right Now

  72. 72

    Josh A - RIP (feat. MrTLexify)

  73. 73

    Josh A - Run Away

  74. 74

    Josh A - Rust (feat. Jake Hill)

  75. 75

    Josh A - Save Me

  76. 76

    Josh A - Scars

  77. 77

    Josh A - Sleepless

  78. 78

    Josh A - So Tired

  79. 79

    Josh A - So Wavey

  80. 80

    Josh A - Suicide Benz

  81. 81

    Josh A - Suicide Forest (feat. Jake Hill)

  82. 82

    Josh A - Survive (feat. Jake Hill)

  83. 83

    Josh A - The Loner Anthem

  84. 84

    Josh A - The Truth

  85. 85

    Josh A - The Warriors

  86. 86

    Josh A - Trick R Treat (feat. Jake Hill)

  87. 87

    Josh A - Understand (feat. Jake Hill)

  88. 88

    Josh A - Used to (feat. Foti & Jake Hill)

  89. 89

    Josh A - Waste Away (feat. Young Lungs)

  90. 90

    Josh A - Yoko

  91. 91

    Josh A - You're Not Alone

  92. 92

    Josh A - Young Obi-Wan

  93. 93

    Josh A - Zombies

Suicidal Thoughts (feat. Jake Hill)

Josh A

[Jake Hill]
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)

[Josh A]
Why do I even try?
Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life
When I'm battling pain and my demons at night
Trying to find a new outlet
The devil pounced in
I hear him howling, my vision clouded
Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
Try to be strong when I deal with the pain
(Yuh) Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options
Gonna work till' I'm dead
So that they get the best
Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up
Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok
So fuck suicide I'm here to stay

Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time, trying to find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time, trying to find the light
(Nah, nah)
I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now
I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now

[Jake Hill]
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)

One too many bad thoughts inside me
Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
(Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it
Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
Never meant to let you down
I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out
(Fuck)
Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god
I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up
But he called my bluff

[Josh A]
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time, trying to find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time, trying to find the light
(Nah, nah)
I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now
I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now

[Jake Hill]
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)
(Muffled)
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)

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