NVM

I'm way too hurt to come down
I'm burning up on you
I'm way too lost to be found
I'm burning up on you
On you

She said
I'm not in love with him no more the way I once was
I wonder if he feel the same
It's like our light was going dim and now it's unplugged
And I doubt that it will ever change
I been sleeping next to a lame who used to be my best friend, now the nigga's playing games
I still care about him but really ain't the same
That's why I might complain, 'cause lately shit been getting strange
He used to be a man's man
Pick around the house and lend a helping hand, and
Working up a muscle like a fuckin' Trans-Am
Addicted to the hustle: Mister Rubber-Band Man
Where the rubber-bands went?
It's like he got too comfortable
Now all he do is lay and chill
Quit his job, lost his ambition, that shit lame as hell
I'm slaving all day at work to come home and make him meals
But he just wanna play video games like that's gon' pay some bills
He was never insecure
Now all of a sudden I can't go out, can't do shit no more
Can't hang out with my friends no more
I can't do that, can't do this no more
Can't even take a shit no more without him on my back, like Ugh
And when I tell him how I feel it's like I'm talking to a brick wall
'Cause all he do is shut down and that shit just get me pissed off
And I'm starting to write my thoughts down, start firing my list off
I feel like I ain't being heard and it's just gon' make me withdraw
Wonder how we made it this far
And that shit just get me mad depressed
I used to be mad obsessed
It feels like you lost your soul, now all you really have is flesh
And I hate when we having sex
But you know what I really think
I stayed around for way too long hoping that we'd be straight
But you don't respect me anymore, I'm seeing it in your face
Feel like every time your life go wrong you looking for shit to blame
Start pointing fingers like it's my fault, like I'm a quick disgrace
And all you do is yell and then treat me like some big mistake
And then paint the picture like I'm a pessimistic bitch with rage
Like I'm some evil-driven toxic bitch who just complains
You think that shit's okay, huh?
So miss me with the bullshit, I ain't stressing you
It's hard to bottle all this up inside when I be next to you
And if I ever voice it, you deflect it so I never do
Start to make me wonder all the shit you put your exes through
You will never take me on no dates so I can dress for you
Try to look my best for you but nothing be impressing you
And if I ever ask you for some time you say I'm pressing you
The day I gave up is when I started getting less from you, I guess it's true
I'm feeling helpless but my head is high
Don't get surprised
I might be crazy but I never lied
Step aside, how many times we gave a second try
Say goodbye
Angel wings turn to devil eyes
And I can never talk to him or specify
So all I do is stress inside
'Cause when I tell my side, he try to rectify
I'm sick and tired of letting it slide
I knew I should've read the signs
I wish that we can, never mind

I'm way too hurt to come down
I'm burning up on you
I'm way too lost to be found
I'm burning up on you
On you

He said
I'm not in love with her no more the way I once was
I wonder if she feels the same
It's like our light was going dim and now it's unplugged
And I doubt that it will ever change
I been sleeping next to a stranger who used to be my best friend
Now things are getting stranger
And the truth is if she left me then I'd probably never chase her
'Cause I doubt that I could change her back to who she was and save her
And I feel like we ain't on the same page no more
To keep it real, them kisses just don't hit the same no more
I used to blame myself but I can't take the blame no more
It's like she ran my faith into the ground and now there ain't no more
Wish I can go back to what it was and press rewind
Back to the days when we would hang out and to catch a vibe
Back when she used to smile and laugh at me, had better times
But now she smiles and laughs at everybody's jokes except for mine's, wow
I wonder what happened to us
And all the intimacies gone
And maybe we lacking the lust
Maybe the bond isn't as strong
And all the passion is crush
And having sex just seems wrong and it don't happen too much
Maybe I'm asking too much
The long-term goal was to build together
It went from that to arguments whenever we chill together
It's to the point that people question why we still together
And we probably only stick it out 'cause we got a couple bills together
And I hate to say it's true but I know she probably thinks it too
Afraid to move on so we tolerate the things we do
It's far too gone but we live and we never think it through
Procrastinating too long, damn
But you know what my problem is
I stayed around for way too long, ignoring common sense
She doesn't respect me anymore and that's just how it is
Feel like ever since I lost my job it's been a competition
I can't even breath, can't even yawn without her popping shit
And all she do is yell and then treat me like some kind of bitch
And then paint the picture like I'm some chauvinistic narcissist
Like I'm some ego-driven toxic dick misogynist
Do you know what toxic is, huh?
And I ain't got a lot to give, I'm earning stripes
Been telling all her family I ain't shit and it ain't worth the fight
Listening to her friends but all her friends give her the worst advice
Feel like I'm in jail up in this bitch like I been serving life
Then got the nerve to act like she some angel like she's serving Christ
Funny how convenient that your cake could be the perfect slice
I said I wasn't leaving but tonight it might be worth the flight
'Cause I ain't never dealt with this before, I got a certain type
You heard it right
I'm feeling helpless but my head is high, but I never cry
I almost did but I got hella pride
Step aside, how many times we gave a second try
Say goodbye
And when I'm with her I feel less alive
And I can never talk to her or specify
So all I do is stress inside
'Cause when I tell my side she try to rectify
And I'm sick and tired of letting it slide
I knew I should've read the signs
I wish that I was, never mind

I'm way too hurt to come down
I'm burning up on you
I'm way too lost to be found
I'm burning up on you
On you