A growing understanding
Summers fade into the darkest fall
My brief thoughtless youth
Slowly walked off, no more regrets
Like the Cotard's syndrome
Beauty if life spilled out of me
After all those years
So faithful, to you
I'm drownin' in this pain
How did this happen?
I mean, life seems to be so wrong
Which is the meaning, when you feel all hope is gone
How did this happen?
You turned your gaze away from me
That howling silence that still echoes in my head
Falling behind the events horizon
Of the black hole that replaced my painful heart
There is no way to retrace my footsteps
I feel so empty inside, anesthetized
