I never wanted this
It played with my mind
The aftermath remains
I'm losing it I'm losing all control
I feel the poison running through my bones
The weight of words engraved forever
Check check motherfucker
Light has gone
And it all began
A life spent dancing on the edge
Trying so hard to get lost again
For the void is all I know
Feeling like a ghost I'm running a circles
Breaking these walls seems impossible
It's like I'm already dead
But I'm dying to live
Yeah I'm dying to live
It hurts me so bad
All thesе words alone
Are nothing but my own lies
I don't think I want this anymorе
It calls me all night
I know it's all my fault
It never felt like home
The parasite is feeding of me
My lungs are burning I can hear its voice at the back of my head
I don't even know where it all began
But it's getting closer to the end
The parasite is feeding of me
I've reached the bottom like a thousand times
I’ve never though that I would cross the line
The void is all I know
I never wanted this
It played with my mind
The aftermath remains
I'm losing all control
Self made black hole
Black hole
It hurts me so bad
All these words alone
Are nothing but my own lies
I don't think I want this anymore
It calls me all night
I know it’s all my fault
It never felt like home
It never felt like home
(It hurts me so bad
All these words alone
Are nothing but your own lies
I don't think I want this anymore)
