I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focused on the pain The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything
What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end
And you could have it all My empire of dirt For me to let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shame Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts That I just can't repair
Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else But I am still right here
What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt And I will let you down I will make you hurt
If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way
