On the surface of this dismal dream I find your reasoning so unkind And in my darkest,morbid morning hours I find them drifting around in my mind It's nonsensical, not understood And deep inside I wish I could Believe in you to find yourself In this lonely shell, only time will tell How we can reverse this hell I believe in you...but not myself Now I'm holding on, to what's already gone I'm trembling on the inside, for what was never mine But don't let go of this love... Before you even know I'll save you from this hell and drag you from where you dwell And still my walls keep breaking down In this hurt I drown I disappear And still you wander further away To where the silence stays Are you here? What have you done, that made you run I'll break and bleed for what I need but There's nothing more... I can do And it's dark in here, I'm controlled by fear and my only wish is to have you near but there's nothing more...coming from you Now I'm holding on, to what's already gone I'm trembling on the inside, for what was never mine But don't let go of this love before you even know I'll save you from this hell and drag you from where you dwell. And I'm still holding on, to what you say is wrong I'm dying on the inside, for the reasons that you hide But don't you let it go, or darling we will never know I'll save you from despair, if you'd only let me near
