Set this shit off
 
  
  I need some medicine and I need it quick
 
 Asymptomatic doesn't mean that I'm not sick
 
 Every single day I feel like I'm a ghost
 
 And if I hear another human I may choke
  
 
 I can't keep meditating
 
 I'm hyperventilating
  
 
 And I keep on opening my wounds to watch them bleed
 
 If I'm my own God, I guess this is heresy
  
 
 I can't keep meditating
 
 I'm hyperventilating
 
 It's so exhausting
 
 Being this fucking invalidated
  
 
 I've come undone
 
 'Cause no one
 
 Can help me and I feel like I'm the only one
 
 And I've become so fucking numb
 
 So tell me why I keep ripping off my stitches
  
 
 I need some medicine and I need it quick
 
 Don't mind the dosage just pump me with one more fix (I need it quick)
  
 
 'Cause I ain't meditating
 
 I'm hyperventilating
 
 It's so exhausting
 
 Being this fucking invalidated
  
 
 I've come undone
 
 'Cause no one
 
 Can help me and I feel like I'm the only one
 
 And I've become so fucking numb
 
 So tell me why I keep ripping off my stitches
  
 
 I'm bleeding underneath my stitches
  
 
 I've become so fucking numb
 
 And I'm not the only one
  
 
 I've come undone
 
 'Cause no one
 
 Can help me and I feel like I'm the only one
 
 And I've become so fucking numb
 
 So tell me why I keep ripping off my stitches